ONE THING TO LIVE
TO ALL MY FRIENDS
Would it make you feel much better If it was you against the world If you were an alien If it were conspiracy and would it hurt to live in comfort If you found someone to trust If you knew that you were with us If we shared a common goal But you will isolate, alienate No one can appreciate the poor miss understood Can you see that I donít care anymore Do you ever stop to listen Are you a martyr for your pride Does it makes you fell much better When you are an alien?
As you in this search for something to hate I can feel you rally around someone with your peers but can you stand alone Can you take the long way home Cause I stood in the circle a hundred times before and I feel safer in the eye of a storm You can throw your stones Iíll only bleed for you one day They all answer to the hearsay but they will only care for one day Itís so small and I would love to show you all I can see you in the middle of a doubt You told them we had a falling out Sick your dogs on me as you take the easy way out So I will be a freak show when the circus comes to town and I will rain on your parade without a sound Then we will draw a crowd thatís only breaking down for one day I graduate this calss with honors I will never fail drama Making Friends Will you still hate me tomorrow?
The TVís broke Her cheeks are soaked The drink is empty And now he is everything she hates Her lowest day Itís all the same Itís all the same This house is drowning in inevitable silence And itís always been on In another born sick love Never made her question right or wrong In a see of failure heís numb Upstairs disgust Small words cut through what once was their trust And then he gots everything he wants Silent treatement Sheís out of breath Thereís no one left around He will have regret when there is nothing left to say And itís alway been on In another born sick love Never made him question right or wrong In a see of failure heís numb Itís already killed me Thatís aleready killed me Itís already been there Thatís nothing new I overdosed I dug an hole I buried them and died with you In a sea of failure and I am numb
ONE THING TO LIVE
A look in your eyes what can I say You left us here and itís a shame I would like to have helped To begin again you decided you fate One thing to live A look at you now whatís in a name You left them there It was a shame They would like to have helped Again to begin but potential was yours never ours before you chose your fate before you asked them all to wait Left standing there to watch you play with your matches One god burn deserves another two but one thing to live is one thing to live Selfish fool nobody loves you Self resent how can they trust you Walk around with a butt tattoo It will never do Why should you die with dignity You lived in a shame as you ask them all to wait Left standing here to watch you lying in your ashes One good burn deserves another two One thing to live is one thing to live
As you expect here as the keys So come and go as you please Wathís mine seems to be yours Welcome to my drawers Today I heard them say a funny thing They were happy you were clean You were headed for success in the mountains of excess Today you fail them Tomorrow more Maybe Iíll lend you some more cash Donít have to play it back I can depend on you Dependent on everyone Why am I guilty of my bending back Over to breaking The object of some desire Too late Too late Today Iím saving you I must have finished my last care with that beer With some ideal I might win while losing Thatís some mentality I have to finish talking Iím finished talking Today I heard a funny thing Tey were happy you were clean And you wonít be looking back to the one that helped you pack
By now you should find your mouth By now you should call me We can work it out I fallow it until the end of concession "A falling out" I heard from them thereís no discretion Iím burning out on this By now you should be in a better place and thinking for your self Itís not your axe to grind and this is my latest confession I hope you hear about it Victims I know the saints come to call and bring you obsession to save you from your fall Victim I know it wont be long Ďtill one worth possessing is one youíll never reach Swallow it until the end of our concession Iím sure Iíll hear from you through them Thereís no discretion Iím burning out on this and this is my latest confession I doubt youíll hear about it Itís only indecision this is your latest condition I hope you hear about it soon
Cause Iím a bad scene and hereís everyone to blame but me Everyone points We all have all our selfish points A broken machine Used to puke up something good when we fed it and Iím sure Iíll miss it Not so sure Iíll ever see you Five years desensitized Youíre my inspiration Ten thousand silent miles to hell Four well drinks, I am well Six months in hiatus A lifetime too short to save us Never wanted to be famous A good day to die off shameless So fuck longevity when there is no use in searching for a noose Hanging on to abuse sick of hanging around and waiting Cause itís bad scene and thereís everyone to blame but me Everyone points We all have our selfish points A broken machine Used to puke up someting good when we fed it Iím against it Bad scene
I hate my friends I hate my friends I hate my... Two in the morning here I am turning blue Iím drinking up for an old friend Bourbon canít clean my mind of this voice in my head "I hate my friends" Cause they make me think about the smile that Iím faking I hate my Yeah, thatís the scene that I am in Lying At odds with every bland image How many excuses can this fool listen to You never cared There was no us only misery and distrust I hate my...
I hope you didnít mind when I saw you turn into nothing less than nothing new Before you wait to sleep it off... How little is enough? What can you do? before you decide to make the last mistake With draw away from us and say good-bye to all but one that takes you ond puts you to rest On twenty-seven street nothing will keep you warm Everything bring you harm Everything here fails you Now lying at your feet Everyone nails you Everyone worships you Everyone here fails you I can figure it out and itís all about to... turn into lack of wit on sinking ships I might have jumped but you jumped first Abandon ties that bind Thereís no salvation here Iíd surely miss the times when we were so depressed No I miss you I Know I miss you and you are missing something You take a rip and then you find sedation Some salvation A masochistic only point of view Nothing is left to you Everyond speaks the truths Everyone here fails me Hope you didnít mind when I saw you
Choke choke pride Still I could only wait for you to decide Tear it all apart You break my heart Why donít you follow through Follow through And the day ends A so called friend A drunken bed How could you with... Why would you... All of them No one owns you Just keep me hanging here Tell me you need me dear Tell me youíre sure I souldn't fear Lies Lies Lies Choke Choke Please Have another drink on me My love humiliation I gave you every chance to leave and you stayed just long enough to bury me As I understand wath no one can see I stop And all these words seem selfish and anger you And none of it is true But all of them confess until I choke... I tough I knew a true love I used to think you really cared I used to think I knew True Innocence I though that you were that I know you to well when you lie I hope you choke on them and see for me For me And all these words seem selfish and anger you And you were always true Am I the only want that hears you lie?
Pick up please The boys give you validity They give you what you want They can never give enough Only charity until you're sorry Victimized, one thing I canít criticize Given you struggle Could you ever be alone? Seems impossible and still Iím sorry Saint Freedom, itís so easy when you give up No matter what Iíve done I could never be the one Itís never effortless to fail I can rely on this Could you ever rely on me Jealousy The boys give you validity No matter what youíve done I could never be the one Just a shareholder of lies I put you to bed They will always leave independent of you You could never deny I always knew how to fail you I always knew you
TO ALL MY FRIENDS
Hereís a song to all my friends I know theyíd like I remember every drunken night at the old dive Driving the olíwreck Trying to make it home somehow One more pit stop at our favorite watering hole The ghost of Christmas past swallowed all our pride Weíd open up our story books and water down the eyes our demons raised their glasses singing "I propose a toast to my friends" Whoís buying the next round Cup half empty Cup half full Perspectives and beers They werenít failure Just the regulars of my favorite year They come and go paying their toll From mobiles homes Decaying old unsound minds The ghost of Cristmas failure dancing to the click of time The beating of defeat Shaking in his hands a lifetime of retreat And his regrets were ours A time to say good-bye Iíve been waiting so long for you to call my old friend To all my friends...